learnt forgiveness
he was there,
i was here,
she was all for staying always away over there.
so enthralled she chose to forsake me publicly,
so appalled her witnesses shunned me silently.
afterwards reconciled i dutifully forgot,
until she told me it never happened.
until so remembered it was always so,
an never ending playback eroding my heart.
so i chose to forsake myself publicly,
so witnessed I dunned myself silently,
so emptied out I chose to stay always away from her.
this is how one learns forgiveness?